The last couple of days I have been not feeling very well, the pain is getting a little better but I have been having a feeling of not being able to "catch" my breath and still very swollen. Now I feel sick to my stomach and dizzy. I tried driving today and I was so carsick. I was going by the surgeons office, so I stopped in and told them I wasn't feeling well. They didn't even have a THERMOMETER in that office to take my temp! They paged my surgeon and he was going to have them call in an antibiotic for me! I told the lady, no I cannot drive over to the pharmacy and sit there for an hour and that I was going home. I told them I would call them if I didn't feel better tomorrow. I am wondering if I am having complications such as perhaps an infection or bile leak somewhere.
Sarah has been a monster lately too and being demanding and rude. She still expects me to wait on her hand and foot and gets mad if I can't do what she wants. I try to rest and every couple minutes she barges in the room saying she is "bored". I called her grandmother and she even seemed reluctant to watch her for a while. She did take her for a couple hours but then said "I'll see you sunday" for her party. She never said if you need something call. I was so mad after leaving that Dr.s office that I have NO ONE to rely on and help me. Now I know that isn't completely true. My Dad called today and offered to take me to the Dr. tomorrow and to the pharmacy. I feel like such a loser. Here I am 42 years old with no friends or family willing or able to help me except for Dad. I know my Mom would in a heartbeat but she is so far away. She has felt terrible and worries so much about me. I LOVE YOU MOM!
Ok enough whining!